From lost world to the lost world

There was a corner of me undiscovered,
lost perhaps dead.
I never knew, I just believed
in its non-existence.
Then you happened,
you pulled me out of the darkness.
from the lost world where i wandered alone
to the world i could feel more
i had better sense,perhaps more
things to count on life other than breath.
The warmth i felt was better than
a sunny day in freezing cold.
I could sing and dance.
I chirped like a bird.
Then, life showed other side
and now was the turn of loss
there was a push,perhaps
gentle but very unfortunate.
I went back to the dark days,
back to the lost land,
where I wandered before,
where I swirled like dry leaves
caught in the wrath of a violent storm.
with every passing moment
I lost my faith, I lost warmth
I lost hope, I lost the better
seeming world.
I lost motivation and with hope
everything i had was gone.
once again destiny took me to the dark alleys
perhaps to the place where i belonged.
This time perhaps even worse,
I was doomed in the darkest cell of hell.
Unlike before,this time there was no escape.
just regret and regret.